2009/10/25
2009/10/17
No indifference [pas l'indifférence]
No Indifference --- [Jean-Jacques Goldman 1981]
I'll accept the pain,
I'll accept the fear,
I know the consequences,
and bear the tears.
I accept whatever the cost
all the worst of the best
I'll take the tears and the doubts,
and risk all harm.
[chorus] All, but no indifference
all, but no elapsing time
with days all alike
colorless days without zest.
And I'll learn the pain
And I'll learn the hurt
For the pleasure of a presence,
For a whispering.
I'll learn the meaning of phrases
The warmth of words,
I swear I won't be a "good child" anymore,
I promise to be foolish.
[chorus]
I'll give ten years for a look
I'll give castles and palaces for a rail track
A piece of life for all comfort,
A lot of certainties for still being able to desire.
I'll trade dead years for a bit of life,
I'll be searching for the key to any freakiness
I'll take all tickets to all possible journeys,
Go anywhere changing environment.
Erasing all absent hours,
Painting all in new colors
All those lying souls
And who are smiling with tears in their eyes.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8ER1olb0_s
2009/06/06
The Secret and Universal Teacher seated in the hearts
Nothing can be taught to the mind which is not already concealed as potential knowledge in the unfolding soul of the creature. So also all perfection of which the outer man is capable, is only a realising of the eternal perfection of the Spirit within him. We know the Divine and become the Divine, because we are That already in our secret nature. All teaching is a revealing, all becoming is an unfolding. Self-attainment is the secret; self-knowledge and an increasing consciousness are the means and the process.
The usual agency of this revealing is the Word, the thing heard (śruta). The Word may come to us from within; it may come to us from without. But in either case, it is only an agency for setting the hidden knowledge to work. The word within may be the utterance of the inmost soul in us which is always open to the Divine; or it may be the word of the secret and universal Teacher who is seated in the hearts of all. There are rare cases in which none other is needed, for all the rest of the Yoga is an unfolding under that constant touch and guidance; the lotus of the knowledge discloses itself from within by the power of irradiating effulgence which proceeds from the Dweller in the lotus of the heart. Great indeed, but few are those to whom self-knowledge from within is thus sufficient and who do not need to pass under the dominant influence of a written book or a living teacher. (The Synthesis of Yoga, Page: 54)
2009/04/15
Our Inner Teacher
Do you know how to be still? This may also help. It is both a source of better observation as well as a wellspring of patience/love. Perhaps I should also mention that while in an inner state of stillness, Revelation happens. Observe in a state of inner stillness.
Let me use my experience as a computer trouble-shooter to illustrate. Many will look at a cursor that no longer moves on the screen and they will say, "The mouse no longer works." But this is a subtle lack of objectivity. Really, what we see is, "The cursor no longer moves." To jump from this observation to the conclusion that it is the mouse is to mix up observational discernment with judgment -- something that crosses a fine line we should not cross. And when we jump to this conclusion, we act as if we could know (like God knows) just by seeing. But we cannot. And when we overreach like this, we create a little dream world where reality does not touch. It really might not be a mouse problem. But we are focused on the mouse and completely helpless to solve the problem because of our fixation.
All problems that we cannot solve are like this. We know too much (much that we don't really know at all.) It makes us lack humility. It separates us from the possibility of really knowing. We lack inner stillness as we are moved to fiddle with the computer mouse.
Instead, we need to come empty to the problem. Empty is the truth. We do not know. We may see partial truths - it could be the mouse, or the bios, mouse drive, the OS or the application program. But we do not jump on possibilities without testing it. In this way, we test truth.
So we come back to the need to observe from a state of inner stillness. In this state, you might also gain direct divine insight into how to resolve this problem. -- you go directly to The Source of all Understanding, instead.
Understanding is Under Standing, where we find our proper relationship of nothingness in relation to God's All. (Remembering the truth that we do not know.) There we Stand Under His influence - His will being our goal, trusting in His Goodness that our problem has a solution within His Will. In seeking the stillness within us, we connect with the Infinite Axle around which all things turn. We approach Him who sits at the still center of everything. And He will bless this approach with an influx of wisdom. We literally feel energy flowing within us (and by this hallmark, we know for certain that we have found inner stillness - a tree of life no longer denied us and a Source that makes a tree of knowledge unnecessary because we become inspired. We connect with the fallacy of Adam's choice of knowledge instead of insight and we experience why knowledge can never substitute for Him in our lives.)
No doubt this sounds deep. But it is a simple, personal thing that may easily be found in humility. It is the natural state of man. It releases you from worldly authorities. Less and less do you look outside. More and more will you look inwardly. We become childlike--for surly children are not looking outside!!
As children, we become exposed to stress and stress alone gives us post traumatic responses to stress. These make us externally motivated (instead of our natural, inner motivated) creatures. This also tends to insert into our inner being a component that is foreign in nature to us. We perceive this as an identity. If we are very lost, we may think this identity is us. Instead, we simply have lost touch with our real being. It happens to everyone in a stronger or milder form. All must find their way on this narrow path.
But because of the Inner Teacher, it is also an easy path. So easy, sometimes, that it is hard. We look everywhere for answers and fail to notice them right under our noses (in our heart.) It is a beautiful thing.
And as we regain some contact with this Inner Teacher, now with some consciousness, we become the culmination of little children that we still are.
Posted: April 15, 2009
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2009/01/27
"Lord, I want to know..."
"Lord, I wanna know...if I put my trust in you, Lord,
would you tell me which way to go, Lord,
would you show me which way to go.
Lord, I wanna believe...
if I give my soul to you, Lord,
would you tell me how to believe, Lord,
would you show me how to believe.
Lord, I never could see...
but if I look up to you, Lord,
would you open my eyes for me, Lord,
would you open my eyes for me."
[In order to listen to that song, recorded on an audio-cassette from a radio-program in a very bad quality way back in the year 1972 .. click on the title above.]
"To observe his uninhibited play
In stillness total and quiet stay
Utter no word nor breathe a sound
For he hides himself with you around"
anonymous
Posted on: 2009/1/26 4:48 EST
[January 27, 2009]